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  • Listening to: A day to remember
  • Reading: Ocean Gardens (screenplay)
  • Watching: Buiten De Zone seizoen 1
Dear folk and Deviant watchers. Maybe you guys will understand.
Most of my friends hate my skinny drawings. The femboys, the transgenders, the 'other' things,...
My mum, for example, has told me she gets a bad feeling just by looking at it.

Most of my drawings were born in the night. 'Cause I prefer drawing in the night, listening to the right music (the knife, fever ray, crystal castles,...) and just ... escaping from everything I've felt that day. In a trance, I always draw the thing I REALLY LIKE. The things that actually discribes me. My fantasy is more part of me then real life at night. In that moment, it's impossible for me to draw funny things for other people. The night is just a time between me and myself. I think it's something every artist has to live with. When I wake up the next day and I see my paintings... I'm always happy with it. BUT when I show them to my friends...they don't give a f*ck. They even don't 'like' it on facebook.

BUT when I sit down for about 5 minutes to draw a cartoon about myself, they're all like: O M G, YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD ARTIST!! PLS, CAN YOU DRAW ME NOW?????

The people around me, my so called friends, are always enthusiastic about my comics, my portraits and other cartoon stuff.
People are texting me to draw a picture of them... It's always the same, people like my art, only if they understand it. If they are included in the concept.

I've created a rule to myself: If someone asks me to draw him: it's always NO.
Because, sometimes, at night, I do paintings of friends. I place them in an unrealistic world, between other heroes. But I will never ever draw friends who ASK me to do that. I hate drawing things other people just WANT. It's not me. It's not my fantasy. It's stupid.

I love the night and I love my skinny 'Athyn' boy.
And I love the people on deviant art and Tumblr, who also like that part of my art the most...


Good night,

nDurlie
  • Listening to: The Knife
  • Reading: nothing, only writing
  • Watching: my computer screen?
Ok, back on Deviantart...
It's summer... I've got more time to draw.

Looks like I have to do more often femboys... :-)
I've noticed that this kind of drawings are more favourited than the others ^^
I've got no problem with that, but I need some inspiration...any ideas ?

x

nDurlie
  • Listening to: The Knife
  • Reading: nothing, only writing
  • Watching: my computer screen?
Dear Deviantart people and followers,

Next sunday, @ easter, I'll start shooting my short film 'Foster'.
I make this movie as a graduation project for film school in Brussels. (RITS).

The preparation of the shoot took already more then a year.
There is a great crew behind me and I've found a memorable cast.
But I can still use any mental support. I've made a page on facebook.
Can you like my page? So you can follow the shooting soon!

www.facebook.com/Fosterpage&nb… like, and if you want share it!)

grtz,

nDurlie
  • Listening to: Massive Attack
  • Reading: scenario's
  • Watching: my computer screen?
  • Drinking: Soja drink :-p
Hello!

I'm back on facebook again...and I mean, I'm like addicted again?
I've made me a facebookpage: www.facebook.com/nDurliepage
This is only for my drawings.

'Like it' if you like it ^^
  • Listening to: Massive Attack
  • Reading: scenario's
  • Watching: my computer screen?
  • Drinking: Soja drink :-p
I've done it. I've deactivated my facebook.
People complained too much on it and I was addicted on the sims social.
Conclusion? Facebook is a waste of time.

I'll be back some day, but now I'm just trying to hold on a week, maybe a month (?) without watching my wall with lazy eyes reading what people are going to eat.
For the last few months, I didn't update my status anymore, because I know it was just SPAM.

DeviantArt is different. In here, 'watching' gives me inspiration!
I hope more creative people I know will join this website.
Or come back on it.

x
  • Listening to: Some 80's Synthpop music
  • Drinking: water
I'm back @ Deviant Art. This time, I think it's for real. I've finally found out how this thing REALLY WORKS.

Meanwhile, I finally bought a Wacom. I really needed that thing! Now I can't live without it. :-)
I'm drawing more often on my computer and it works so fast!

I hope to be here more often than before.

x
...so that I finnaly can draw like everyone else in this 21th century.
I've spend hours and hours and maybe days to give some color on my drawings.
  • Listening to: Brithey f*cking Spears!
  • Drinking: water
I've always believed this: Ferries do exist!
I can feel the pixie dust every where!

I fly through purple skies...and wonderful stars.
This must be love...love...love.

kisses,

x

nDurlie
  • Listening to: Brithey f*cking Spears!
  • Drinking: water